As promised I'm back to update on what I have come to know as my temporary set back. I have lost my independence in every aspect. But I don't look at it as a bad thing. Being forced to stay at home as allowed me to reconnect with whats really important. I've been truly blessed to have a gracious family who allows me to stay at their house while I get back on my feet. I find comfort and sanity in the company of my friends, who also go out of their way to pick me up and give me a ride places due to the fact that my car is out of commission at the moment. Being home bound has also help me to rediscover who I am and who I want to be. I'm learning to stop pursuing toxic relationships, the way a drug addict pursues their next fix. I'm no longer with Allison. The break up was messy, but necessary. So many events durning the course of our courtship became the cause of our separation, yet Allison will insist that the break up came out of the blue. In the end it came down to the fact that I could never be what she wanted. I guess somethings just weren't meant to be.
School I going to start again soon, and I can't wait to get back. Walking across the college campus always makes me feel better, and productive. As odd as it may sound I'm very much looking forward to homework, and projects. I'm looking forward to spending hours in a coffee house consumed in books, and homework while enjoying my favorite drink. Sitting still while the rest of the world moves in fast forward around me.
It has not been an easy couple of months, but learning life lesson's are never easy. and although you may struggle, in the end it's always worth it.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
I'm Back
I started this blog to kind of keep my friends informed of the adventure that is my life. I used to tell stories of my past to my ex-girlfriend Allison who would always tell me that I should write a book. I figured that this would be like a trial run to see if anyone would ever read it. A lot had happened in my life since my last post and given the fact that it is 1:41am and I'm a little tired, this post will be kind of short. I just wanted to make the announcement that I will resume this blog, and for all those who want a glimpse in to my world this is where you will find it. I encourage comments so please let me know whats on your mind. My next post will be coming soon, and will be a lot longer then this one. so once again welcome to Aarons' life.
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