As promised I'm back to update on what I have come to know as my temporary set back. I have lost my independence in every aspect. But I don't look at it as a bad thing. Being forced to stay at home as allowed me to reconnect with whats really important. I've been truly blessed to have a gracious family who allows me to stay at their house while I get back on my feet. I find comfort and sanity in the company of my friends, who also go out of their way to pick me up and give me a ride places due to the fact that my car is out of commission at the moment. Being home bound has also help me to rediscover who I am and who I want to be. I'm learning to stop pursuing toxic relationships, the way a drug addict pursues their next fix. I'm no longer with Allison. The break up was messy, but necessary. So many events durning the course of our courtship became the cause of our separation, yet Allison will insist that the break up came out of the blue. In the end it came down to the fact that I could never be what she wanted. I guess somethings just weren't meant to be.
School I going to start again soon, and I can't wait to get back. Walking across the college campus always makes me feel better, and productive. As odd as it may sound I'm very much looking forward to homework, and projects. I'm looking forward to spending hours in a coffee house consumed in books, and homework while enjoying my favorite drink. Sitting still while the rest of the world moves in fast forward around me.
It has not been an easy couple of months, but learning life lesson's are never easy. and although you may struggle, in the end it's always worth it.
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